I’m sitting in a hotel room in Buffalo, NY right now waiting for two things. Well, actually three or four. I’ve had a long day already, filled with anxiety about airports, airplanes, leaving the dog, working with a new car, spending the whole day one on one with my boss (who is great, but it’s still a little intimidating), and that was just the beginning. Now I’m anticipating my chat with the Mixed Chicks (which I will be having in the car while my boss is driving us to the event tonight). I’ve been anticipating this chat for a while now. So looking forward to it. But what if I choke? What if I sound stupid? What if my dog has to pee and I’m not home to take him out? What if? What if? What if? This is the record playing in my head a lot. And I’ve noticed that the “what if’s” are usually not positive. What if I could change all the “what if’s” around to something like “What if we have the best biracial conversation ever?” “What if there is so much to say, that they have to ask me to chat again?” “What if Oprah is listening today and calls me tomorrow offering to produce my documentary?” “What if Indy is having a great day and is really more than ok at home without me for 36 hours?” Just a thought…

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  1. im so looking forward to the mixed chicks chat. it’s normal to be nervous. shoot i would be too! but i know u will do well. oprah calling you would be so amazing! it’s a possibility you never know. πŸ™‚ oh and im sure little Indy is just fine. πŸ™‚

  2. i listened to your live interview! i was like 15 min late but i thought it was really fun. i was one of the guest in the chat room. i did write “mulatto diaries!! rock!!” i didnt think that mixed chicks were going to call out random messages like that during the interview. i really enjoyed it! i think alot of the youtube fans were in the chat room. πŸ™‚ hope that u will do another chat again. πŸ™‚ hope ur day went well!

  3. Hey Tiffany. I listened to the chat tonight. As richea10 said, there were a lot of Youtube fans in the chat room. I was one of them. I just wanted to take the opportunity to say how much I love watching the Mulatto Diaries. You’re awesome and I always appreciate what you have to say. Thanks for embarking on this journey and sharing it with us at the same time. Much love, Melonie L.

  4. Tiffany, you’re awesome! I just finished listening to the show and you did a wonderful job. You were definitely one of their most interesting guests. And I can’t wait for the follow up show! Keep up the good work.

  5. We suffer from the ‘what ifs’ before every show – and we’re sure you do before doing the vlog – or maybe not because you are always so confident while doing them. Thanks again for coming on & bringing your youtube entourage. We promise: when Oprah calls we’ll be sending her your way.

  6. lol, i think the fact that i can edit the video or just delete it if something goes awry keeps me from suffering before vlogging. totally different with a live show!! but i loved it SO much! thank you. and apparently my dog is more than ok, and you guys did ask me to chat again, so get ready for ‘O’!!

  7. You were fabulous on the show! No need to worry – only trust that everything’s ok. You’ve done the prep work – just believe!

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